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Thursday, July 16
OHH HELLO HUMANOIDS `!

Things had been so great lately . "GREAT" yeah great . So much so for being so great that I'm bringing myself into another hard situation . Or should I say it's just a fcuked up life I'm leading all this while .

Well, something's going on with Nur Syazyan as obviously and I'm so not getting any of what f*kaduck tryna say . I mean, this all came so suddenly, I don't even know where I'm standing right now .

First, my laptop, had been taken away by my Dad . THIS IS SOOOOO GREAT BABY .
-_- God ! And right now I'm at Anderson's taking opportunity when I still can and go online and check out the tagboard .

Second, this disaster . I'm so tired . Cried to sleep . Came to school grinning like one fcuking idiot telling myself this is gonna be alright, when another half of myself says that it's not gonna be .
How's that ?
Okay, currently feeling tired everyday . So so tired .

Third, I keep thinking about NUR SYAZYAN, what the hell actually happened to you ?
I don't know what else to think of already,
and making it worse, 

My O-level Malay is coming up .
Oh wow wow wow . Including common tests and all . School is my another battle .
One long battle before I can move to my next stage of life . 
This is all so frustrating .
I told myself to do well or I wont make it to end of year and maybe will spend my days after graduation working as a cashier let what my mum always says.

Mum: "You dont do well in you O's, no such thing as Poly and ITE ." 
I kept quite .
Mum: " I want you to go to JC. Now I dont want to listen to you anymore . I've put you in this school because you wanted to but you didnt do well  . "
I kept quite .

Of course she had said this in Malay but I guess it's easier for me to type out in Englay .
Kay now what, sit here and rot ?
 
Well one good thing is that I managed to collect a sum of money to buy myself a SIM card, and the h.fone, well I'll use my Mum's old h.fone when she's not around .
Thanks God, for giving me some light in this darkness I'm going through .

Kay gotta go, teacher's dismissing us in quite  a short while soon .
Takecare, PS: Nur Syazyan, please do me a favour and take bloody good care of yourself . Please .

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Wednesday, July 8
Hello !
I've change my blog skin as you can see !
Nice ? Comment uh ! :D

ANNNNDDDD,
I've made new friends todayy ! xD

There was this group of Indian students from New Delhi visiting our school and two of them went to our class to observe our lessons .
So yea, both sat beside me, and yeah kinda had a cool talk with them .
It's like sharing things about their country, well, quite interesting you know ! :D

They were kinda chatty once they started talking so yeah, and there were like two years younger then me, which means they are 13 years old kid . Both were boys, yeahh quite funny ! xD

Well went home early today, almost everyday, call me no life bitch .
I mean it's better to get home and sleep or eat or do whatever you want and your own comfort rather then being outside right ?
Correct ?

And yeah thinking back about _____, well, I guess, it's not my business, I mean who am I to interfere into _____'s personal life .
It's like hello ? I'm here to help but you would never come to me for help .
So what's the use ?
No use, exactly .
And, I think _____ have forgotten about me anyway, it's like I've never existed in _____ life .
Well who am I, I know .
No big deal, I'm just another idiot who seems useless to you .
Well, maybe you haven't learn the way to appreciate people who care for you right, _____ ?
Well it's time for you to wake up then .

And I think it's better for me to think of someone who I know will make me happy although it's miles away .
DANG .

Well, life's moving on .
Although I usually would feel the urge of having someone special beside me . Hahaha, freaakkk .
And anyway, I've got bigger and much more important things to think about, especially my STUDIES,
Gaaawd, I really need to work hard or I wont make it to final year .
Dang, HELP ?!
-_____________-

Okay so now gotta go .
Stay happy, smile smile smile :D
xoxo

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