Omg, he has left .
8th June 2009 .
Left, and never will go online again .
Left to somewhere he dont know, somewhere he is unsure of,
neither do I know exactly where .

And as soon I had the last chat with him from about 10 plus to 12.30 just now in th afternoon,
as soon th last goodbye was said,
I straight away went into my room, took my purple pillow, and lied down, and
CRIED .

I cant imagine how will I survive these days,
I cant live without your company,
although, yeah I know, we've never met or whatsoever,
but still, it gives me all the emo feelings, or whatever you call those sad and empty and feeling all so helpless of yourself .
How many days will we not able to communicate online,
and how
will I find a way to contact him through his handphone number that he left for me before he left, he asked me to message him whenever I can .

I dont know, hopefully, I can text him or call him .
SOON, there's not mcuh time left, I guess .
D: this is such a fearful disaster for me,
it's so hard, cant take it .
fcukxzxz this sh!t .

While we chatted online, yeah I wanted th time to stop .
STOP, S-T-O-P.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
And when th time lasted for us,
th last minute,
the part where thoso GOODBYES would be type out,
and those TAKECARE WISHES too,
those repeated goodbyes were typed out, as if we didnt want to go apart,
LIKE DUHHH, WHO WANTED TO PART AWAY FROM YOUR LOVED ONE RIGHT ?
I know I'm not his girlfriend, neither was him to me,
but yeahh, we are close, very .
Only God knows ,

And before that, we managed to know something about each other,
awwww baby, it's so sweet okay ? (:
We managed to know that BOTH FAVOURITE COLOUR IS PURPLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
because, he was asking if I was hugging my pillow again,
and I said yeah, purple babe ! fav colour !
and he was like "wahhhh omg mine too !"
and I replied, "Yeaa we've got th same thing !"
xD
As yesterday he was telling me that he keep wondering if we have the same things in common, keep the same things, or whatever same .
So finally, we have atleast something in common :]

and that he got to know that I know the lyrics for the song,
Write You A Song,
He was typing th lyrics of th first part of th first verse, and I continued it for him, and he was like all surprised !
Okay best kan ? =p


Even now while I posted this, those people who signed in using ebuddy, reminds me of him .
Because he used ebuddy since he moved to Indon .
GAHHHHH this is so not working out for me .
I tried not to think too much but I cant just help it .

And th fact that I kept listening to th same song,
Write you a song, by Plain White T's
haiiissssssssssssssssh .
omg I cant take it, I need him around .
fcukxzxz .

GAHHHH IM GONNA CRY .
OKAY BYE PEOPLE,
TAKECARE,
xox ,

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