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Friday, December 11
ELEVEN DECEMBER.
What does that mean?
The third month, that is never gonna happen.
Holyyyy!
D: This is a freakingg fhukinggg disasterr.
I am sooo like, WTF?
Khairul Iskandar, do you remember that today was supposed to be our third? Huhhh? I think you do. And it's never gonna happen, thanks to you.
But it's cool. I'm fine. It's just luck, and it's supposed to be this way or whatever.
I thought we could, but no, we couldn't.
It's okay.
And noww, I mean tomorrow, I'm going off for vacation to Penang and KL and wherever, somewhere in Malaysia.
For a week.
Lucky, this gonna be a getaway for me from the heartbreaking break-up.
Well you can say it's a good time because since I'm the broken-hearted girl for now, [ LOL, broken-hearted kepe >_> ] , I can enjoy myself there.
And I have no need to worry about not being able to contact Khairul because we are now officially over.
Cool huh?
-_-
Well, goodbye then people. And btw, thanks to my girlfriends, for putting the effort in cheering me up. Frankly, if you people ask me what had happened, I'll say no words.
It's over, and so it means it's over.
What else can I say?
"Come back to me?"
Of course not.
I don't want to spoil my reputation.
'Macam perempuan tak laku je.'
-________-
And oh yeah, my imagination which told me maybe he's gonna call me the next day, asking for a patch and apologising and all, didn't come true.
Aww, I knew that all along.
I was just making myself to feel better by thinking about all the possibilities of saving the relationship.
But all are impossible.
So what shall I do?
STFU, I guess.
Noww, goodbyee!
I'm off for vacation, with family and cousins and aunts and uncles.
Pray that my journey for th whole week will be a safe one.
Thinking of the posibbilities of getting into accidents on the highways of Malaysia is driving me crazy.
Imagining me dying, and him, feeling sorry and blaming himself that that happened because of him.
AWWW!
Crazy huh?
Hahahahaha.
WTF.
Kk, anyway, I've been having a good time playing this online game, Meez.com. Super fun!
Met a few US guys, awww. >_>
Okay got to go!
PS: thanks for changing your relationship status at Facebook, Khairul.
And my love's still not fading.
Chao Chin Chi.
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